I put on my best serious face, then I just said "Yes."She looked relieved, as if she had been expecting me to say no. That was never going to happen. ...s I left the room to give her time to undress I smiled to myself, imagining what her big tits would feel like.I started the massage as before, on her calves, but this time I moved quickly up to her thighs. The small towel between her legs was now getting in the way. I desperately wanted to remove it but I needed to wait, she would let me know. I want him to pound me! I want to be roughed up!Rough sex with a big tough Negro bull. I’ve always had the reputation of being a homosexual! Even though I got married!! It didn’t stop, like I thought it would. You CAN'T cure homosexuality! And you simply CANNOT conceal your homosexuality from others, it ALWAYS gets out!Some hard black men in County barebacked me! They ganged up on me. I heard them say that they had my ass on LOCKDOWN!! I heard them say that "she" has skills, when it come to. " You are to me," he countered.Arms crossed, wine bottle clutched in my right hand, foot tapping incessantly on the floor, I said: "You are crazy."Sighing, he looked down at the floor.For a long time, neither of us moved nor spoke. I kept tapping the floor with my bare foot, he kept staring at it. Finally, wondering what words would exit my mouth, I said to him, "No one can ever know about this. No one. Ever, Paul."He looked up hopefully."If your father ever found out, it would kill him. Just. I have the clothes already. So I got dressed and then it was time to try and figure out how to take video in the bathroom. My Desktop cam wont reach. So I put my phone on a tripod for a camera. This was where everything got weird. I dropped the phone once, couldn't figure out how to get the shots right, trying selfies got really upsetting, and meanwhile, I am SO FUCKING HORNY FOR COCK! Oh god, with a buttplug in and then dildoing my ass for the camera I just wanted to be fucked like a pig so.