Oh god! ... Together, I’m filled with so much love that the hope is sticking with me even when I’m down. It’s not just sex, it’s the whole Ame...ican dream—two kids, two cars, and two wives. How can I be depressed?”At last, both Melody and Lissa looked at me and broke out laughing. We sprawled out on the bed just holding and hugging each other. I thought—I hoped—that just maybe, we’d saved our relationship. Lissa seemed to be thinking hard, but she was cuddled between Melody and me and not. We had no way of knowing in advance, so we were truly exploring in unknown space.We headed straight for the Mississippi and turned upstream. Janice had the job of making overlapping photos of the ground so that we could lay out a map when we were finished. The first part of the trip north was somewhat dull, since we were only seeing klick after klick of forest at the edge of the river.We encountered rougher ground on the third day, and the view became much more interesting as we could see where. We’ll get around back and get started. We’ve put up about three of these the last couple of weeks, so we’ve got it down. Should be done by late afternoon.” “That’s perfect,” Helen responded, still fighting against her wandering eyes and thinking, Speaking of perfect… The two, nearly identical young men turned and walked back to their truck. Helen hesitated before she closed the door, her eyes locked on their butts. She shivered and let out a hungry little moan after closing the door. Having. " He looked at me like I'm, well, a rapist. "He's, look, ok, we were foolin' around. Alex has a thing fo', well, anal an' I found uh water bottle an' he always sayin' bigger better so..." So you thought it would be a good idea to shove it up his ass?" I thought it was a bad idea but I knew he'd, uh, get off on it." You did." He sounds like he doesn't believe me. "Did he?"I have to smile at the memory even here, "Like uh firehose." Really." He seems to think about it for a moment. "Stay here.".