But she stays awake. She fights the d**g. She feels her legs being bound together, and her wrists are elevated and chained to the ceiling. She is move... into a kneeling position inside the van, with her wrists above her and her legs behind her. Her arms are not pulled taught, and actually have a few inches of slack. Arya feels touching of her chest, but cannot understand what is happening. In her last moments of consciousness, she feels a tightening of a strap around her chest.. Steven watched soberly every time, surely admiring me in the outfit he had chosen, a skin-tight leotard top and bottom and hid nothing to his eye.My life is now very confusing - as an example. When I discovered that my husband was having an affair I didn't even seem to care. Oh surely I cried that first moment I found out - but after that I returned to attending to my eldest child's every wish. I jerked off with a vegetable, candle, pencil or whatever each day thinking only of some invisible. . ... On Monday... No!Listen to me captain! You've had a month, that's four weeks and threedays for a job my fifteen year old daughter does in a week along with herother homework... ... Archive isn't a public library it's open twenty-four by seven... ... I guess another fifty-nine hours will be more thanenough for your rept. See you on Monday."I couldn't hear wrong. He said "daughter" and "her". I was sure he'ddegraded me. I'd expected something coming to subdue me but not soabruptly. I wasn't. No one noticed you headingup did they?" he managed to stammer out."Relax Jerr, nobody paid any attention. Besides, why would it evenmatter?" I picked up a magazine and began leafing through it. Looking upover the top of it, I looked at Jerry's office. Apparently, his positionhad its perks. Though his office was messy and cluttered, it was prettysubstantial, with a lot of bookcases along the walls, a couple of chairs(including the one I was sitting in), a couch, a big carved desk with apretty.