Ever since I was younger when I would dream I wouldalways be a girl in the dream and wake up crying sometimes when I realizedit was only a dream. As I...entered my teen years the urge to express myselfgot more intense. I would sneak into my mother's things when nobody wasaround and play dress up which gave me great comfort. I was always verycareful and never got caught. I could never deal with the embarrassment ofbeing caught.After I graduated from high school it was off to college. I was. They both were exhausted. Uncle placed my mom on the bed. He made her wear the bra and panty and covered her with a blanket. Then he went and slept.Watching everything as normal, I acted like I had not seen anything. I entered the room and kept the medicines on the table and tried waking mom up, but she was deep asleep.Then uncle came to me and told me that she was too tired and had gone to sleep. He told me to keep the medicines on the table and go to sleep.I slept in mom’s blanket. I was. "If she doesn't leave, I will. I won't stay in the same house with that slut and my asshole brother. Your choice Dad." You put me in an impossible position, Jazz. I can't throw Shelley out tonight, she will leave tomorrow. And this is William's home too, don't forget." I guess that tells me where I stand then. Maybe Shelley won't leave tonight, but I will. Say good bye to Mom for me." I knew I was being unreasonable, but I had a right. It was unreasonable for my brother to make a move on my. What reality is that you ask? To understand, there are a few details that have been left out that need to be revealed...A few weeks ago, Rhonda made a decision. She wanted to meet Alan. She loved how much he was devoted to her, how he asked her about her life. She loved that sometimes, he would come in and they would finish in 5 minutes, but he would stay and keep talking to her for the 30 minutes he always stayed for. She was honest with him about cheating on 3 separate husbands, about how she.