.. I'm... f... f... forty-nine!" Giant tears rolled down her cheeks, and her black mascara came off in streaks.It was like my very own Lifetime movie....As she sobbed, her head fell onto my shoulders. I held her lightly and murmured vaguely comforting phrases.Kathie Lee kept it up for several minutes, bawling her way through a litany of her life's woes, from being cheated out of beauty contests to problems with her first husband all the way to being unjustly criticized for that unfortunate. Then the knock came upon the door.“Come on man! I gotta piss!” The words flowed through in the gravelly voice of our rugged buddy. Then he turned the doorknob. “Who’s in there?” He asked. In a lower, almost warning tone. “It’s Mike.” I said as I stood. Larry went to put his cock away but I stopped him. “Hey man! Can you open the door and let me piss too? We ain’t ashamed to be cock by cock and piss, right?” “Right,” I said. With a pause that lasted longer than five seconds. “It’s open.” . I believe we’ve broken through some of her programming. We won’t know for sure … well, we may never know for sure but she told me yesterday that she now feels nothing but shame for submitting to Mike. What I do know is that she is a submissive my master, and she is lost.’ I was deep in thought trying to absorb what Mandy was telling me as we continue to walk around the cabin. Mandy walked silently beside me giving me space to come to terms with what she said. I looked over to her and asked,. She sat down and pulled out her Mills & Boon love novel. Sherealised that it was about a surgeon who found love at astation.Susan burst into the tears that she could not hold in anylonger. All the disappointments of her life came flooding back,together with the memory of Brett and the loss of his love."Here have this," said a kind voice giving her a handkerchief."Thanks," she sniffed, blowing her nose loudly.She looked up and saw Brett sitting there. There was no one elsein the carriage as far.