She wonders which ways he might use it against her. Just thinking of him makes her body respond. She quickly gulps down the last of her juice, before ...xcusing herself, saying she is going to shower. She rushes off to the bathroom, to use her fantasy of Travis to release the pressure she feels rising inside her. She paces up and down the living room. She checks the time on the gold carriage clock on the mantelpiece. She sits down in the arm chair, then gets straight back up and continues pacing.. At the time, I had never been intimate with anyone, but I was fully aware of what happens and I was curious to know what it would be like to lose my virginity with my History teacher. I imagined sitting on his desk, each leg either side of him, slowly unbuttoning my blouse and allowing him to see me in just my black bra. At the age of 15, my breasts were already pretty well developed, so I could never be described as having a small bust. As I looked at him, he would start stroking the outline. But only through my clothes, I am not ready for anything more than that yet. How about you?”I told her about my first date and kiss, just the night before. Then what I heard him say to Thomas just that morning before I left for the break. “Oh, that slimy piece of shit! I would have kicked him in the balls for that!”“Well, that might be hard for me, since I would not be able to see them.” I giggled, and Jean backed me up, saying that they were probably so small even she would not be able to see. Contemplating the events from the weekend, I set my PDA aside. I didn'tconnect the earplugs to tempt me in any way. I had a very determined senseof what to I needed to accomplish when I got to work.After driving about 15 minutes, I was bored again. Traffic was movingslow. Nothing of any interest was on the radio. I was in a hurry to get towork.The other drivers on the highway were getting on my nerves. They weremaking me very edgy and irritable.So I figured, "What the hell. I'll listen to a.