I know they so want to fuck each other and I'm in the way!Do I feel jealous, diary? I wouldn't be honest if I said I wasn't! I mean, Justin's so damn ...ot and he taught me to really enjoy sex. He was my 'first' in all respects except anatomically. I'll never go past 'our' spot by the riverbank without thinking of our times together. He really is sensational and I think Angela's so lucky. It's a pity he hasn't got a brother. His dad's got a crop but they are way too young at present. Maybe I can. Thursday arrived, I had already packed what little I had, and waited for her driver to ring my doorbell, it seemed like ages, but finally he was here, and my heart skipped a few beats, I opened the door, “how much have you got” he asked… “just this box and my haversack, that’s all”, “ok, lets go then”…. I followed him to this big black Mercedes “Front or back” … “I don’t really mind, front would be good”…. We drove out of London, not sure which direction, for about 2 hours, finally we turned. I told them to try for shots in the eyes. Of course we had to move closer, but the horses didn't really scare the cubs and the kids got all fourteen of them.After the fireworks were over I was all for leaving the predators where they'd gone down, but my mates wouldn't have it. When I made the suggestion Catla told me to stop joking around and keep my eyes open while they got to work. She even handed her binoculars to Rayta and Nanita passed the pair she and Shayta shared to Daro. We were all on. “Can I stay tonight?” I asked. “I want you to stay. I want to spend more time with you. I want to get to know you. I want you to know that despite what I have told you, I am a normal woman, with normal sexual desires.” She looked so sincere, like she really wanted me to understand. Then she let out a little laugh. “Well, maybe not that normal. I do have a high sex drive.” With that being said, Carol got up, leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, took my hand and led me to the bedroom. “I like.