The logistical ease, coupled with the promise of increased productivity, tripled with a writer’s perverse incentive to seek out painful and challeng...ng scenarios so they have something to write about, answers the Why’s ,,, of my friends. What happened? That's When I Told Myself , I wasn’t masturbating for 30 days ....Below are daily field notes and a difficulty scale, documenting what happened to my body and mind when it was deprived of its singular evolutionary purpose.Not Masturbating. I threw that away when I walked out on him. When I came back, I didn’t feel he should have to compromise. Remember, I was already dealing with his open relationships.”“But I proved I couldn’t keep my word,” I protested.Kara shook her head, “You would have kept your word. You would have been extremely unhappy, but you would have kept your word.”We arrived home and Birgit and Michelle went to their rooms to shower and dress, while my wives and I went to our bedroom where we undressed and went to. He lets me go, out of confusion, and I kneel to take his cock with my lips. His eyes go wide as I suck the head into my warm, wet mouth, tongue lapping and tasting out juices. He groans and half-heartedly attempts to pull me up from my knees. A prin- a- a princess. . . shouldnt – he gasps as I lick both of his balls. It would not help if they caught me with your seed. This way they shall not. He easily gives in as I suck the entire shaft into my mouth, the muscles of my throat massaging the. I decided to drop all but three mornings a week at the supermarket. The rest of my time was available for servicing my personal clients. Sounds sort of respectable when put like that. Better than saying I was going back to being a fucking tart?"I had mostly repeat customers. The frequency was different for each bloke (and occasionally woman). Some could afford twice a week: not many. Some only came once a month. I had always kept a notebook where I wrote significant things about each client..