” Lacy’s voice had a sad tinge to it because she still wanted Gabriel and now it seemed he was permanently out of her reach. “One more question... does Nikki live with you now? Is she back in New York waiting for you?” There was an urgency to Lacy’s questions which was fired by her concern for her former Mistress. “You’re amazing, Lacy. After all Freja put you through you’re worried for her, aren’t you? You understand how much she needs me and you want her to get what she needs.” Gabriel. I never really played with them, but I had them stationed in my room while I was growing up, overlooking me and my world. I looked at them all the time. I forgot I put them in the back of the closet.’ That’s when he pulled out my beat up Fido and had Fido ‘slobber’ all over me before he released him to me. It’s been lonely here these couple of months. New job, new town, trying to make new friends. I’ve started, but there is no one like somebody who knows you well to make you feel completely at. “She is out looking for some fun”. I saw Bob look me up and down and although I was a little embarrassed, it did feel nice to have a man look at me that way. There was a band playing but there weren’t many people dancing. “It seems pretty quiet here tonight” , I said, trying to make conversation. I saw Jill and Bob look at each other and smile. It was explained that most of the action and fun went on in private rooms in the back. Jill took me by the hand and. As soon as I do so, suddenly, she stops.“Wha- what,” I question, wondering if I did something wrong. “Why did you stop? Was it something I said?”Still, no response. My mind suddenly started to sink from it’s sexual high, and I start thinking about what’s going on. This is a beautiful woman (who obviously knows how to please another woman) and she took me home for the night. What did we do last night? What did I do?I start to think out loud, half talking to her, half talking to myself. “I- I-.