The fact that Jocelyn had so quickly recovered from her surprise told me she’d had a planned outcome in mind, and even my use of expletives had only...interrupted her plan for a moment. She knew me quite well, and I had hoped that from her perspective, it had seemed to be an outburst, rather than controlled vehemence.And it had been controlled, because I’d learned my lesson about outbursts from when I’d confronted Liz. Those intemperate comments had led to pain and suffering for both of us, and I. Frida, my friend at school was almost a year older than me, she was in a similar situation to me, being brought up in a motherless home.'Men do it when they cant get a fuck', she extrapolated her knowledge, 'their cocks want pussy, get hard, and shoot cum all over the place', she continued, realizing she had my attention.'Cum', I queried, 'Yes', she replied with an exasperated edge to her voice. She took out a cigarette and lit it, so grown-up we thought, and her eyes squinted when the acrid. The Wire Pulling Foreman had a hard time with his Helper going through gates and getting them closed behind them as he tried to keep up with the "alligator". The right-of-way area was not very vehicle friendly.The Contractor (Power Const.) was from Kansas and they had 2 Operators that were good together on these machines. They had finished up on another job in Texas and got cleared out of the Hall to be Operators on this job. They knew they were good and "favored" by the Contractor. They worked. I'll never get tired of hearing you scream." ... When he held her she felt completely surrounded by him. She was protected from anything that could hurt her. They had only just met, but she had meant every word she had spoken to him. When he looked down at her she saw the same soft smile she had seen when she first opened the door the night before. Wild thoughts raced through her mind, but she merely smiled back in the same benign manner. That was enough for now, more would certainly come.