I am so confused, butlast night, was, in many ways the best night of my life. I have alwaysfantasized about being controlled Tom, completely owned and...controlled.And last night I experienced the reality of those desires for the firsttime and it was overwhelming." "That's it Nikki, let it out, how do youfantasize about this control?" "I have to admit it never includedperforming with an animal, but doing so felt good Tom, not out of alove for animals, or the desire to suck on an animals cock, but. I wasnt supposed to let on I knew. Oh, well. Charlie said to meet him for lunch in his office in an hour. Mark said. I wonder what he wants to eat. Zyria said with that perverted look on her face again. Hopefully me. I responded lighting up my cigarette. Chapter 4 With all perversions aside I began to grow concerned. Surely Charlie wouldnt want people speculating that we were an item by openly having lunch with me. My natural high began to dissipate with that thought. I began to prepare myself. Roger and Chico left the country about a month after my arrival on a two week business trip and it became an every night occurrence that before going to sleep, Lia would come to my room and say goodnight then go to hers and shut the door Her room is right next to mine and I’d often hear soft moaning and a muffed buzzing sound. There was no doubt in my mind that she was masturbating and I honestly believe she wanted me to hear. Regardless of her intentions, it always. She learned to live with it until Adam insisted that she go to another doctor.This one was more concerned and had her go into the hospital for tests, tests which shattered her world and Adam's when they disclosed a brain tumor. It was inoperative. All she could do was live with a constant pain and a constant, haunting knowledge that the pain would go away soon, when she died. And then she did, and Adam was left with his grief, his memories, and a fourteen-year-old girl and eleven-year-old.