Try as I may, I could not get rid of the feeling of loss and despair that engulfed me at that moment.Now her eyes had tears and a few teardrops rolled...down her silky smooth cheeks. I leaned and wiped the tears away. "It kills me to be the reason why you are crying, but when you hear me out you will know it is all for the best." In our six years of marriage I have been a dutiful husband and have done everything to keep the flame alive. I remember hearing you one morning on the phone talking to. I just replied, ‘what? still baby doesn’t know anything’ like that, she replied teasingly ya don’t know. I messaged, should I need to teach for baby everything, she said yes you can teach. I just called immediately and explained the meaning of the joke, she was like mischievously talking to me “ooh, like that aa, ok, ok.” I was like tempting to become close with her. Talking to her evening times became routine.After few weeks, I went to Mysore for the official purpose, she was like missing me. ” his fingers looped under her arms and began to caress her breasts with a light touch. “There are other meanings to death as well.”Her nipples sprang to attention, but this talk of death still pulsed a fear in her heart. “Master, I-”“Shush now, sweet girl. Let the pleasure wash over you and simply relax. I have you and I will always take care of you,” his words and her traitorous body lay low her fears. “Yes, just relax and open yourself to new truths.” His fingers continued down below to. Did she have feelings for Nicholas? Would she really miss him so much when they left San Francisco? Or, as he said, would she forget all about him? Somehow she doubted it. Her mind went back to the conversation she had overheard in the mercantile. Back to how those two girls thought about Nicholas. She had to admit that he did draw looks from women. She had noticed it while out on the street with him. She had seen how their eyes had appreciatively scanned him from head to toe. Even thought they.