About two years ago I found out she was putting out for different men, getting her trinkets from them, and you know what Beth, by that time I didn’t...give a rotten damn.”Beth sat up and looked at me, confusion mixed with unease in her eyes “Three years? You haven’t had sex in three years? You’re an adult, how can you go so long with out getting fucked?”Her words rattled me, I don’t think I’d ever her say that word before but I reacted causally “Actually, it’s pretty easy, especially since she is. Of course, there was only one way he could summon Rock. He needed his dildo.?There?s something I never thought I?d think.? Alan squeaked in his mousy, 6-year-old-girl voice. He crawled around on the mammoth bed, looking everywhere he could for that tiny pink dildo. The one no bigger than a thumb and no longer than 5 inches, but the one relative to Alan?s size, that was like plunging 10 inches into his teeny vagina. And that?s how Alan imagined Rock, hung like a horse. ?Oh, Rock.? Alan. I just have a feeling that you will know just what to do, and I will be there guiding and teaching you wherever you might need it. So please, don’t worry about anything, don’t be embarrassed or feel bad if you aren’t perfect. After all, that will give us more excuses to practice.” Kathy leaned in and kissed Cindy hard on the mouth; pressing her tongue against them. Cindy opened her lips and sucked it in, swirling her tongue with Kathy’s. Kathy found her hands moving up and down Cindy, working. ' 'What doesn't?' 'What you say doesn't change anything.' 'You're saying it doesn't matter what I say? How can it not?' 'That's right.' 'But it has to matter to you. It matters to me and you have no right to say it doesn't. What I want has to matter. I'm a person and a human being.' 'But you're a female one so it doesn't matter.' 'You're crazy. That's not true. It matters.' 'Maybe to you but never to me. Fucking never to me.' It was.