" I remember having some pretty vigorous sex, if that's what you mean," she laughed. "I think the kink in my lower back got stretched out in the proce...s. My back feels great now; thank you!"Ben decided to get to the point. "I feel like I was way too rough with you last night, Julia, and I said things to you that I regret. I'm sorry; there's no excuse for what I did."Julia started rubbing Ben's arms and chest with the washcloth as she listened; from the way his muscles had relaxed while she. Relax, get comfortable and read my every word. Hear my voice within your head and let your body go. Your beauty is amazing, your body what I need. Smile, and think of me. Your heart begins to beat. Although the years have added up, I want you still the same. Although you've changed, as I have too, I need you still the same. Your passion has been buried deep within you, I long to let it out. I want to help you lose yourself in pleasure, forgetting all your cares, and with a gentle touch,. He was gorgeous.We kept eye contact as he fingered me and as I relaxed his concerned look, checking I was okay, faded, to be replaced by desire.Soon he had two fingers in me. Then three. "What a little slut," he whispered. "Mmm," I said, "I am. Your slut. But be nice. And be gentle. I'm a virgin."Oh that did it. He was hard and ready.I settled on the pillow under my bottom and he reached for the condom. I grabbed his hand: "No. No need. " Are you sure?" Do you have HIV?" He shook his head. "Do. He senses that and grabs my hand and leading me across West 44th into the lobby. As the Doorman welcomes us to the Intercontinental Hotel, I move closer to Seth and kiss him again, partially in disbelief that he is actually here and partially because I am anxious to be with him. We glide through the beautiful lobby and as we walk to the elevator bank Seth stops by the front desk, leaves a letter sized envelope with the Desk Agent, and he receives a key card envelope. Seth quickly joins me at.