Oh, I knew I was going to be fucking her. But, would it lead to a second date down the road? Would tonight be nothing but a variety of mercy fuck? Any...more rejections and I would pretty much be done with my reserves of self-esteem. My underpants were next. She stared at all six not-really-that fat inches of my sex engine. "Hmm, not that bad. And at least you won't hurt me when you take my butt," she said. I looked her askance. Amanda had never let me do that. I pulled back from her and. She stormed out, as per usual, leaving me alone in the house with her dad. She has tendencies to leave the house for days so I knew I'd not be seeing her any time soon.You may think it may be awkward but it wasn't. I treated the house as it was my own and so went up to her room and turned the music on full blast, It was about half 12 and I was getting thirsty so went down the stairs to get a glass of water and, as I looked through to the front room, I saw Jonn completely naked with his cock in. Annie said you were on life support to keep your heart beating and to help your lungs receive air.’ ‘The next day Julie arrived with some guy as old as me and said she wanted you taken off life support. She said you’d always said you never wanted a machine to keep you alive.’ Dad explained that Julie got a lawyer and fought with the hospital over my being on life support. I now knew that the things about Julie in my dreams were true. She was a conniving slut that took me for everything that I. In those moments I would sigh and snuggle closer to his hard body. Yet now when I turn over he is not there, just a cold empty bed to caress and comfort me now. My Trent is gone away. I huff and turn over, imagining he is still beside. I imagine how it felt to sleep with him for the first time. How nervous Trent made me feel. How weak my knees were around him. How, when he spoke my name in that rough voice he had, I couldn’t refuse him. To this day my stomach flips thinking about night. I drew.