"What do you mean appearance?" his dad asked. "Well," Cris said, "It's kind of embarrassing, but I get hard when I think about doing the scene, especi...lly with Amanda, and I don't want to be up on stage with a big bulge sticking out." At this he grinned, but his dad knew it was a serious question. "The best thing to minimize the appearance," he told Cris, "is when you put your skin on, to make sure your penis is upright, like it would be when you're hard, that way if you do get hard, it'll be. Beware that if game mode is on, clicking on links and back button will only return you to current chapter so press 'end game' before clicking on the links and press 'previous chapter' at the end of chapter to go back. One added benefit of game mode is that it saves your progress, but if you want to reset just press 'reset game'. If you see some error try pressing 'reset game' and coming back to that chapter, since I am still updating the story you might see some errors like a paragraph saying. The path to doing so is to listen.Listen to my voice.I will listen.It is the only thing your mind is able to process. I will command you toshut down certain brain activities and your mind will respond as I say.I will command you to activate other parts of your mind and you willactivate those new applications.Now begin by closing your eyes and taking a deep breath. Take a deepbreath.Yes, very good.Now I want you to begin disengaging from your normal activities. I wantyour mind to turn inward.. One of the first days that we were there I left the blinds cracked open a little so that someone walking past could possibly see into the bedroom, but not soon after Ava noticed and closed them and knew that I had deliberately left them open slightly so that some guy could possibly watch her undress.Over the next few days, I had made a few friends with some of the guys that were neighbors with us and they all had inquired about Ava and what her nationality was. I told them and asked them why.