They ate me up and crucified me each time I saw them. But at the same time, they were the opium I craved and couldn’t resist. They drove me to the e...ge of fear and worry, but at the same time they intoxicated and aroused me. They would have driven me into a padded call except for my twin pillars that held my brain just the right side of sanity. The pillar of the wonderful woman who stood by my side holding my hand and who was occupying an increasing part of my thoughts and heart. And the pillar. I was thinking about those two 32 watermelon which juice I will drink for next 2 days, about the back of 28 which will be in my hand and 32 hips & bums which I will slap and make them red. We reached Chandigarh at 11 am and from there we hired a cab which took us to our Hotel in Zirakpur. We reached to the Hotel at 11:30 and checked in the hotel.By this time I have lost my control and as soon as we entered in the room I just locked, threw away my bag and took pooja in my arm very tightly and. After masturbating. I notice that there is a bigger bra for me on thecoat rack and I put it on. I begin to inspect the make-up table and Isee myself in a real mirror for the first time in I don't know how long.I am beautiful. Long flowing blonde hair large cocksucker lips and afigure to die for. I turn on the television again and sure enough thereis a channel of women putting on make-up. I watch it while I eat dinner.When I get thirsty I get up and go to the fountain. It takes a lot morework to. Dhani loved it and so did I. It had been a while since I had been with a girl and it was a welcome relief. Dhani said that it was a lot better than her first time. First time? Yes she had been raped by a boy in her class on a field trip. The principle hadn’t believed her and her mother hadn’t believed her either. Donna had been treating Dhani like a slut since that day and had said that Dhani must have asked for it. That rape had been her only sexual experience until me.We had fallen asleep on.