. he knocks..I open the door and simply say "what are we doing?" he just says "I don't know" and we go into my living room with the coffee. The tensio... is electric, both wanting each other but not daring make that first move. So, as we sit next to each other on the sofa, supping our coffee and making general chit chat, his hand moves to my leg and starts to stroke it, his hand rubs over the clip to my suspender belt and he stops,and looks at me. I put my coffee down next to the sofa as my hands. "What about this lace?" "Will any boys see the coloror the lacy material under my leotards?"Mother just laughs and tells me I'll have to try it. I don't think thegirls wear panties under their tights and leotards, but Mother wants me totry them all. She says I can report to Ms. Johnson about which panties thegirls can wear if they choose to. It was Tammy's idea that I sew monogram initials on my purchases, "So wedon't get our panties and bras mixed up, Mother." Tammy and Mother laughat that. Her body was cold, and my body was warm. We started showing each others photos sharing stories.Round 2: After the pause, I asked to open the chocolate, and we started eating. While eating chocolate, I kissed her with a bar of it in my mouth. She sucked my lips passionately to leave chocolate melting. I ate one more bar, and we kissed, tasting each others choco filled mouth. The kiss was sticky and tasty.I hugged her with my naked chest squeezing her huge titties. My hand reached her pussy which. I knew that this was my cue, so I took my placebeside my soulmate and attempted to explain my decision to Mary."You are right Mary. On most levels, I don't need to have the surgery.But I want to have this surgery. I want to do it for me," I said as Itried to wrap around an arm around Mary. "And yes, I am nervous abouthaving to go under the knife. But I am doing this to complete myjourney." Jenny looked up at me."You're scared?" she asked. I nodded, realizing I had never expressedthese.