I know that life continued, I ate, slept, I went to work, watched TV, I even went to my beloved Texas home football games down in Austin. But if I did...'t have the ticket stubs, I would swear I hadn't even watched them on TV.I know I visited with friends and that family came to see me. But for the last six months, I retreated into a deep place where light has never been. If only, if only suicide wasn't a mortal sin--but like that old 60s song Last Kiss."She's gone to heaven so I got to be goodSo. Her hands encircled him, as her body temperature rose, and the moisture between her legs started to drip down over her asshole. It was a feeling she had never experienced before, and he had promised her much more. His mouth reached her neck, giving her little love bites. He moved up over her chin, and smothered her lips with his. As his ardor grew, her passion grew to new heights. She began to perspire, and that little nub in her slit started to itch. It needed to be scratched, and she could. Soon the pair on the other bed got done swallowing each other’s essence and one of the guy jumped quickly on my bed to lick my back clean of the double load left there by two adult guys. As another two guys started getting dressed to leave; one guy came over me, made me sit on my ass holding my head in his hands and began giving me a hard skull fucking. Now there were only 5 guys left in the room including the guy who arranged this great play but I could not tell who remarked that men had made. She just sat there, resigned to the fact she had been discovered.“So? How long?”, I again asked.“Can we go home and discuss this?”, she asked. “I don’t want to do this here.”I called the waiter over, and we cancelled our dinners, paid the check, and left. To say the drive over was quiet, would be an understatement. Jess said nothing to me the entire way, and I said nothing either. I figured I could wait till we got home.Once home, we walked in and Jess took off her coat and tossed it on a.