But even now I can’t say no to him. I don’t know why.“I was going to. I was going to tell him that it’s over and that I can never see him agai.... I even said the words when he appeared in my front door yesterday morning. But I didn’t mean it and he knew it. And the most horrible, the most obscene thing about all of this is that I can’t make love to Jeff without thinking about Cory and the things he makes me do. I feel awful! But I can’t control myself!”She grinned and said, “I think that’s so. "Those were women of loose and non-existent virtue. Sharon is a lady, and a gentleman does not reveal details about his affairs with ladies."Matt rolled his eyes and shook his head. "That's it," he said. "I knew it would happen at some point, and I guess we're here now. Nerdly's gone faggot." I have not," Nerdly said. "I have never once engaged in homosexual activities." It's a state of mind, Nerdly, not an actual butt reaming," Matt said. "And you've definitely got the faggot state of mind. "Err, I'm Billy James," I stuttered, "here to see Jillian Diamond." Please come in Sir, you are expected." She closed the door then."Follow me please Sir."She led me only a few steps to a large lounge, curtseyed, then, "MrJames," she announced to the couple sitting in luxurious easy chairs.The man got up, he was huge."So you're my daughter's intended?" He held out his hand to shake mineand it was if it was being enclosed by a great paw, big and hairy."Ye...Yes Sir." I could hardly be more. “Does this mean we are engaged?” I said tugging at the green piercing.“It contains DNA data and a sample of my mentality I hope you can take it home your machine people mind can make use of it. You also carry a seed of mine within you, plant it near your home and I will be able to communicate with you soon.I tried to make sense of that last when my return tunnel pulled me towards home, at the last second I realized I left another water bottle behind. Great I am interplanetary litter bug.I was.