One of these weekends Ramsey is going to go golfing for the weekend again. ``we can have fun then if you are up for that." "Oh that sounds good to me....Will I be able to have Jac too at that time?" "Janice of course you can. The two of you can spend the night here. You can tell your parents that we are going to do some nighttime riding. That will be true lol."Janice and Jac continued to make out in the car when they could borrow it. Janice statred to enjoy sucking Jac more. Jac always enjoyed. What came next, as we were threading our way down the northeast side of Bowen’s ridge was Abby exclaiming:“Daddy.”“Don’t bother me ... this next bit is tricky.”“You should look.”“Abby.”“Just look!” she demanded.So ... I looked.“Holy shit!” I slammed on the brakes.From the mouth of the cave out about 50 meters the land was perfectly flat and level. The face where the tunnel was, had been cut back exactly square with the now leveled land. One could see that the end of the house would fit in the. Thereare a hundred little things, a thousand, that we will always do just so,and signal to ourselves and to whoever watches that we are who we havebeen all along. This man. This woman.The touch of a hem above a knee, the way legs cross, the fact of clothingthat hides this, shows that: a new vocabulary for my internal commentary,for that web of words defining me, tying me to the world.Shall I sit now? I shall, I think. Step here, close enough? Closer? Notquite. Ankles together? Now knees? Swing. In return I'd told him I would do anything to fulfill his. Anything. Here I lay, tied tightly to a black bedframe in lace panties, with my eyes blinded by a red satin blindfold. Jesus. The fear finally took over or what I recognized as fear. But the moment he kissed me, softly, and told me he loved me, the fear subsided into pure desire and need to be taken just like this. I found a man who would control me. It's what I've needed.One could say I'd bitten off more than I could chew. I.