It gave me a ting of excitement. I wore sarees right from the beginning so I started wearing them below my navel. I started wearing low-neck blouses w...th transparent lacy bras. I did start getting attention from men but they didnt take any initiative towards me as we had a good family background.Almost for 2 years I was searching for someone and then one day my milkman heard my inner voice. As you all might be knowing they come early in the morning when we are in our night-suits. So on one such. She feels something explode, hot fluid floods through her and she cries his name over and over while he empties himself into her. Exhausted, he collapses. She kisses his shoulders and weeps while the storm rages. He looks into her eyes and then grinning, kneels and raising her buttocks off the couch, forces her hands to her lips and begins driving in and out, rubbing his head against her G spot while she massages her lips. Katie writhes and shakes as he brings her higher, and then she explodes. "And what would that accomplish? It would hurt my face, it would probably hurt your hand, and nothing will have changed. We would still be sitting here with the same problems that we had before."Chrissie did not know how to respond to that. She simply continued to stare."Tell me something," Michelle said. "Why is it that you are so opposed to what I have suggested?" Why? Are you serious? Because it's sick!" Why is it sick?" Michelle wanted to know next."What?" I believe you heard me," she said.. "It's just that in this day and time..." But I want it to be special." Of course you do dear. The person who takes you for the first time should be someone you love and cherish." Mom says I should save myself until I'm married." Once again it seems your mother stands between you and your enjoying yourself." Are you saying I should..." I'm saying you're no longer a little girl. If a woman wants it, she gets it. It's that simple. Besides..." Besides what?" asked Vickie."It's just that I hate to.