'Get control of yourself!' advised my thoughts. 'There has to be somesort of reasonable explanation for all of this!'I looked down at Michael; he was ...limbing up onto the church pew so hecould see what was going on in the front of church. My eyes slowly werediverted to Amber. "Amber?" I quizzed myself. "How would I know thislittle one's name was Amber?" Mommy!" I felt tapping on my shoulder, but I still couldn't pull mythoughts away from this strange fix I was in. "Mommy!" repeated the childa. We were the only teenagers, although there is now one more kid in the hamlet - I have a much younger brother who surprised us all a few years ago. Unplanned but welcome. My grandparents on my father’s side live in South Farm and we’re traditional ethnic-Swedish farmers. Sanna’s family are ethnic-Finnish, but the house has been in their family for generations and its not like ethnicity is important; we’re all Finns.So, just three teenagers, yet we don’t really hang out and play together. Sanna. She also used to share her sorrow that her husband wouldn’t romance her nowadays. Once it happened that while chatting she said “I will kiss you 100 times if you make me slim” this excited me. I confirmed from her if she is willing to kiss me. She said yes. I got so excited. I gave her a meal plan. Thought her few workouts and asked her to follow it. She agreed and started with it and within few months she got the weight what she was wanting.I asked her when will she kiss me. She replied not to. . well, we want to set things straight. I didn't accidentally sit on a cigarette and burn a hole in my butt. A man did it to me intentionally when I refused to let him stick his prick in my ass."Shock struck Sylvia but only for a moment. "I'm so sorry, Laura. That must have been a traumatic time for you. But I have something I need to tell you too." Wait, there's nothing you could say that would rival what I'm about to tell you. The man that did that to me was paying me for sex. I'm a whore..