When I left for my second year of college, I kept an eye out for a gay at all times. I told my friends that I was now gay and they were surprised, I h...d made so many rounds with almost all of the girls in high school that no one believed me. Even Jeff who is gay himself didn't believe me. He had been gay since we were fourteen, and now he was already twenty. "Jon, I know you, you would never give up tit's for just a cock. You're lyin man." But I wasn't, and one night when I was feeling so very. I waited a few minutes for him to master his temper before I told him he could speak freely."He took command of our team two weeks ago Harry. My old CO was hospitalized for back problems. To be totally truthful with you, neither I nor my men liked him. He was just too sneaky and controlling for us. Does this mean we are going to be relieved of our duties too?" No Lieutenant, I don't base my opinions on whole teams. I see you and your men have been together a long time, and I will use you and. ‘Whatever, get her in here,’ he said. ‘How do you know so much anyway?’ ‘You ought to come in more,’ I said. ‘Talk to people, read the bulletin board. It’s not just a bunch of amateur porn pics, you know.’ He turned beet red. Apparently he hadn’t known that. We were waiting in the café the next day, sitting at the counter when a woman wearing a raincoat and a fedora claimed the seat next to me. ‘What’ll it be, hon?’ Peaches asked. ‘What time is it?’ she answered in a sleep-deprived voice.. I told her my true hope was tofind a way out and never have to deal with it but I didn't know how,especially alone.A few weeks went by before she brought it up again. I had not dared totalk to about it. She asked what I wanted. I told her I wanted to see atherapist and stop doing it. She talked about if this is a need ofmine, than perhaps I should explore it. She in the meantime shared shewas reading a book on the subject and found it enlightening. Shethought it explained a lot about me, my.