She didn't realize I was watching then either, and I could hear words that night. She prayed for strength so she could deal with the pain of being alo...e, then she prayed that she could be strong for me, to help me deal with losing Dad. I imagined her words were something similar as I watched her this time.We weren't particularly religious, but I knew that Mom believed in God. If she was resorting to calling on deity, I must have been worse off than I thought. I could feel my throat tighten and. It was kind of an unofficial reunion type thing, just a group of us who used to hang out together. The party was fun and everyone spent time telling stories and catching up with each others lives. We decided to leave around 10:30 and said our good byes. My husband didn’t go to school with us but he has met some of the group and we have talked a lot about my old friends. On the drive home after the party he was asking me questions about the guys I had dated from the group and wanted me to tell. .hiMe: thanks for chatting with me Barbara: npMe: I hope I answered all your questions lolBarbara: you more than answered them Me: your screen names Barbara and that’s funny because that was the teacher’s first name the ssbbw teacher I had who I was telling you aboutBarbara: that’s why I was asking you those questionsMe: why what do you meanBarbara: after everything you said about your teacher I wanted to see if you’re the student I thought you areMe: (I didn’t type anything back when I read. She spoke English with a heavy accent, sometimes making it difficult to understand her. Sheena and Sheeba were like two peas in a pod. To tell them apart one had to be clairvoyant or God, I was fooled until I was told to look at their finger, Sheena wore a gold band and Sheeba wore silver. When I checked in there were only two other guests, who were there for a day or two. On weekdays the “workshop” started at 8.30 a.m. In the morning and gave over at 1.00 p.m. I had the rest of the day and.