He then slapped it hard. “Nice..just like I remember” he said as he walked to my front, facing me. He undid his pants and I immediately reached ...ut to grab his cock and stroke it. “Good slut…you didn’t forget your training” he said. He was right. I was trained to always stroke a cock if it wasn’t inside me. He reached up and slid his fingers to my pussy. “You’re wet already…you’re ready to get fucked aren’t you? Fucked the way you like, aren’t you slut?”“Yes…I need to be fucked by a real. But I kept it hidden as best as I could.Then I became a Christian. This made my conflict even stronger, as I wasinducted into a conservative branch of the faith, and felt sure that myneed for the feminine was a sin. This lead to a cycle of "binging" -getting girl clothes and trying to be as female as I could, followed byguilt and "purging" where I would get rid of everything, only to start upagain a week later, or even sooner.Not only that, I suffered severalbreakdowns, and seriously considered. Being one of the few families with cable back then, we turned on HBOand were watching one of the cheesy semi-porn movies that showed a lotof skin, but no real action. Of course being 16, anything that showed anaked woman got me hard. Kelly and I were transfixed on the TV,watching a beautiful red head simulate sex with a totally buff guy. Icouldn't figure out what held my interest more, the sight of the redhead, the outfit she was wearing or the simulated sex.Kelly was the first to speak up when. Alycia arched her back even higher and she clawed at his back feeling the orgasm rip through her entire body. But even as she finishes coming he doesn’t stop. Instead he sucks her nipple into his mouth and feeds on it, biting the ring and pulling back with his head. Then he sucked on her nipple and flicked the ring up and down against his teeth. All of a sudden he switched to the other breast doing exactly what he did to the other one to this one. His hand groped and squeezed her left breast as.