What am I going to do with you?' Lots of possible scenarios played out in my imagination, and there were lots more things that I wanted to do with her... 'And what about themes? Not just a story, but consider themes too.' 'Themes?' As a Double-O-Seven guitar riff reverberated inside my empty head, I pondered how question marks stalked pursued haunted shadowed followed almost everything I said. 'Not musical themes!' Her incisive words suggested this mind-reading thing was a two-way street. 'I mean. ”I: “Okay, just for 5 minutes. I will just walk towards you, and then go back to wear my undergarments.”Rahul: “No, at least for 30 minutes.”It was hard for me to dissuade Rahul to not to do this with me. My begging gestures might give him the feeling of manhood – a dominated man. I went into the rest room and stand at the front of the mirror. As a manager, my dress code was: white shirt and black trouser. Seeing myself in mirror, it turns out a horny sensation in my body. OMG! My breath was. Gary and I became a couple in school, yet if anyone objected they held it in. Gretchen was ecstatic about Gary and I, her words ringing in my memory. "Believe me, if this goes on for very long you'll find yourself wanting to wear clothes that are more?feminine, and sexy." As it turns out, she was right. I now wanted to be as feminine and sexy as I could be. Dad almost choked when he met Gary for the first time, because it was at that meeting that Gary handed me his class ring, and I took it.. He’s read it mom and has read both of my favorite contemporary French writers who are females. He asked could I read in French and I said very fluently, thanks to you mom. He said he’d give me Simone de Beauvoir’s 1970 long essay printed in French, ‘La Vieillesse’ (The Coming of Age).’ ‘I daresay we’ll all love to read that dear. We all read one of her much earlier acclaimed books, ‘The Mandarins’.’ ‘Yes and he said we might enjoy Simone’s ‘All Men Are Mortal’. Lorna said, ‘You really learnt.