Of the half dozen men she dated who fell in the latter category, not one could loosen up enough to spank her hard. So given her experience with men, s...e had just about lost hope of finding a man who shared her crucifixion fantasy. Her longing to be crucified thus remained her secret. She indulged this desire vicariously through porn. She was acquainted with not just the more mainstream BDSM sites but with the more esoteric, less frequented sites as well. Weekly she searched for any new site. ‘I don’t know Red, I don’t like to run up a debt.’ ‘I know you’ll pay me and what difference does it make when I get the money? There’s no place to spend it out on the trail, don’t you know.’ Red was smiling, he could sense that he had Josh thinking. ‘Okay, you’ve got a deal. You should’a been a snake oil salesman Red. C’mon I’ll buy the beer,’ Josh said leading Red to the saloon. The two young men walking down the middle of the dirt street attracted the attention of other people on the street. She had fever, chills, nausea and diahharea. The only affection between them was Josh kissing her forehead of cheek and was rewarded with a slight smile. Often Camille apologized that they couldn't make love but Josh just encouraged her to get better.Eventually they docked in Thailand with an ambulance taking her straight to the hospital. They put needles in to feed her liquids along with antibiotics. She even had shots of morphine for the serious headache she was suffering due to being. As per plan I accepted it after first refusal. There was one BHK flat so they arranged for me in hall. At 10.30 pm they went to their bed room.Before that he mixed secretely some medicine in milk glass of her wife which increases sexual desire. I became naked as per planning and stood on chair to watch them from ventilator on the top of door of bed room.I saw they started play… but he was week & slow.….. her wife became naked first…..off…. she was of dark complexion but her body was great..