Her reaction was quite surprising to me. ‘Oh, Peter, I can’t, I really can’t!’ she sobbed. ‘Why not, Anna? I love you and I’m dammed sure ...hat you love me!’ ‘I do, Peter, more than you will ever know. I’ve never loved anyone as much as I love you. But, Peter, I’m not what you think I am. I’ve done things, horrible disgusting things. Things that I can’t ever tell you or anyone else about.’ ‘Anna, have you ever murdered anyone?’ ‘No.’ ‘Have you got a husband and children somewhere that you’ve. "That wouldn't happen. I don't think."The room smelt vaguely of ammonia. Posters covered the walls. Most of them featured clowns and now John Phillips realized where baby got her make up ideas. Here was one that was a smiley face icon, and there was one that said Have a Sunny day. It pictured a sun with an idiotic grin on it. To John, it felt strangely disturbing. There was a twin size bed covered with plastic linen, a chest, a vanity and nothing else. No lights at all. Baby opened the large. He told me all about the porn she likes to watch (rough gangbangs), stuff she liked to do in bed, where she takes cumshots, and some sexual stories from her past that essentially can be summed up as “She was a slut” before they were married. He’s also shown me some flattering pictures of her exposing her cleavage, and repeatedly talks about how awesome her tits are now.It was around this time I realized (and it continues to this day) that when I visit, she never wears a bra and is always. How could he NOT know about periods, at his age?A week later, after my discharging had stopped, I told Nick that this meant I was 'spared' an unwanted pregnancy that he tried to foist upon me.He seemed shocked that I was being so clinical with him, saying, "Yeah, I KNOW, alright?"I started painting up a storm!I had four or five really prideful creations in the curing stage, and I bet that two of them, at least, would be commercially successful.I got a letter from dad.Celia & him were getting.