She honestly felt like a guest at her own wedding, which is the way he wanted her to feel. He did not want her to be comfortable at their wedding. He ...anted her to know that it was out of her control. He wanted to leave no doubt in her mind that he was in complete control, and that things would be done as he wanted them to be done. As the date of the wedding got closer, he became more and more controlling. He wanted to know where she was every second of the day. He wanted to know why she was. My excitement and anticipation grew even more. Masa came up to me, placed his hands on my shoulders and said, “You are now in my hands for the best massage that you have ever had. Just relax and let me do the rest. You don’t have to do a thing.” With that, he started to remove my jacket. I was taken aback because this was not usual in a massage salon. But after the initial surprise, I decided to see where this was going. There’s always a first time. Masa quietly slipped off my slingback shoes,. She said," I can see that you don't want me to sit with you." I said," No it is not that you are so beautiful and I was shocked you would want to sit with me, please,please sit down." She smiled and said," Ah you are shy, I like that I will go ahead and sit down you are so handsome. Have you lived here in Cody long?" I said," Yes, I have lived here since high school and I will say I love this area the best." She said," It. So do I feel that for the fact that I am a transvestite who in many ways is liberated and accepts who I really am and not afraid to explore all possibilities?. THAT’S A “YES”. Says I , after all it was in a way though be it a self conscience decision on my part to follow the path I eventually took of my own free will( if there is such a thing in matters like this ) I still believe how I became who I am because of what I mentioned in my previous story that in many ways caused .