Why did she have it? I never got it back from Vicky after our fight. Maybe this was some kind of mistake on her part, she somehow wound up at my door,...and let herself in? Well what ever happened, I needed to make sure Vicky knew she was ok, so after looking through my old text I found Vicky's number, I tried Sam's phone but it was locked and I couldn't get her awake enough to put in the passcode. "Vicky, hi this is Paul. How are you." I said over the phone. Vicky responded with, "I'm fine Paul.. It was quite a struggle to be of Women but not be a Woman. Each step Itook into the feminine world came to be a frustration for me. Because bythe terms of The Will I could not experience the true feel of that act oraccoutrement of Femaleness. I had to see what could be and know that Icould not be at that time. My maleness was not a hinderance. It droppedaway, as a snake sheds it's skin, with no great regrets. Because I couldsee what was so infinitely better. I could see with my new insight,. We used move friendly within few days she becomes good friends. One fine she called me around 10 pm, I was like why she is calling at this time, then received the called and talked what’s the matter, etc. Then she said is getting bored asked me to come out and let’s chill for sometimes. She asked me a good place, and I said beach area and we headed to beach place started roaming. A few minutes later she started complaining about her husband, family, all of sudden she started behaving. "I motioned to the sofa and subtly nudged Jordan to go and sit beside her mom. I noticed that Maxie went and lay at Jordan's feet. 'I guess Maxie has adopted Jordan' I thought."Trish," I started, "I hope you don't feel I was interfering in your affairs. When I came back from my run this afternoon, I couldn't help but notice Jordan sitting on the steps, crying, and I asked if there was anything I could do to help. It seemed to me, after talking to Jordan for a few minutes, that she needed a.