That's why I have been so sad andquiet. I feel bad because of the way I look. And that's also the reasonwhy I haven't gone to your room lately. I don'... want to see thosebeautiful clothes on my horrible body. And I don't want to see how allyour hard work on makeup goes to waste because of my awful face --I don't think your face is awful, nor your body --Thanks, but honestly that doesn't help as much as I would like. I feellike I was trapped in my own body. Honestly I... - Charlie said, before. She explained, "Joe I told Mabel that I didn't care one bit about her sense of what Sally Mae owed you, not a single female, related to her in any way, would ever be in this house that had any chance of conceiving with you. If she couldn't promise me that not a single child would be procreated while you were under their care, I would had hired hospice. I was told that her niece was using Norplant and had just gotten her latest shot two weeks ago. Sally Mae is on birth control pills that she. I said ok well then I’m offering you a mouth, he smiled and said we’d have to go into a room without a camera but I never had head from a guy my whole life. I picked up the Hustler magazine and opened it to a spread where the woman has her mouth right over a guys head and looked at the pictures with him. I took off my mask and said do you know of a safe room? He said yes and I looked down at a massive bulge in his blue work pants. He led me down the hall just a few doors down and we went into. I haven't mentioned it before, but he's a Momma's Boy, and his Momma is a big wheel in that church of hers. I always thought you could do better." But..." But what?" Sue asked softly. "I know you've said you two were good together. Were you? Really? Or was it just something you told yourself." I, uh, I don't know. I thought we had a lot in common, but lately..." Her voice trailed off and she stared at Sue's flexing toes. "We really haven't been seeing much of each other. I mean, we get together.