Thank God I made a small mint on Wall Street while I was working.” Tracey hadn’t shared that with us before. I glanced at Allie. She just looked ...t me with sadness. “If I wasn’t dying here,” Tracey continued, “I wouldn’t have gotten up the nerve to ask for a fuck from either of you . . . wish I could live now . . .” she sniffed in tears. Alicia and I just held her, quietly crying as well. “It’s okay, Tracey,” I finally sniffed, pressing my head against the side of hers. It was all I could. Satisfied that he was alone after a quick but thorough search of the building and the block, the older guard punched a pre-arranged number and said, “Apple is secure.” He went back to his post, knowing that within a week, $10,000 would find its way into his bank account.It was with minimal packing that I readied myself for the day I dreaded far more than my actual wedding. But to prepare myself for the anything goes kind of weekend Doc threatened to be planning, I spent a wonderful night with. ”Sarah ran her hands up her stomach and slowly pushed her shirt up to the underside of her breasts, bent over in her tight, low cut jeans. “Push it up higher, and use your arms to cover yourself.”A classic pose, but on my 17 year old, it was shameful. Sarah put her arms together and slowly pushed the fabric over her chest. All I could see were elbows and arms, but knowing she was exposed increased my excitement. I could see the sides of her breasts squeezing out to her side.“Now, slowly. I was distressed, thinking of you in your new state. Laughing, he mentioned that the ladies of the continent (pardon me now) rub the oil of the whale upon their bellies, bosoms and limbs so to ‘ease the skin’ and preserve its virginal qualities. I asked why Polly did not use this remedy and he laughed again, saying that she would rather use the oil for a lamp for reading after all the children were abed. It was her only small time of sanity and worth the ‘chevrons of honor’ to her motherhood,.