" To which her predictable response was to immediately log off - or else she placed me on "ignore" - which looks like logging off in AOL."Shit, now I'...e blown it," I thought to myself. The poor girl was probably thinking she was in trouble for sure.I was just starting to feel really horribly about what I'd done, when an IM message appeared on my screen. It was Rocy. I like to "log" my IM sessions (because I'm a horny old broad who likes to savor and remember the little bits of online action she. "Flowers would be nice," the idea floated through his mind, somewherebetween an idle musing and a flash of inspiration. "The apartmentwould look so much livelier with some color." Noah let that last bitpass him by, the whispers having melded into the background noise ofthe office as he sat down at his terminal.The rest of the day was busy in the ways that every day was for him.Meetings, emails, meetings that could've been emails had anybody caredto save the time. He actually was feeling worn. I hope I can convey a solemn appearance and the proper mournful expression. I know Calvin would sorely miss his folks, and be miserable to be here. So, I would have to act appropriately.I arrived in time for the morning service, intentionally missing Sunday School. I wasn’t a kid, and I figured it would be easier not to start an argument this way. I sat in the pew that Calvin and his parents usually occupied, all the while noticing another family had claimed it. I sat on the end of the row,. You should be happy to be used in such a way,? I heard her say as she circled around me. Arriving at my backside she stopped and came up behind me. I felt her body press up against my back, her hands rubbing my chest. Her hot breath in my ear, ?Oh dearest, you look so good, your white skin reflecting the moonlight. If I didn’t have such plans, I’d just take you here and now for my own pleasure? but I can’t be greedy. We need to build up our energy until it crests and overflows.?Her right.