" She skipped several lines and the reason was obvious. Tears stained the paper in swirls of dark rings. I added mine to hers as I held the letter but...then I had to put it down while I fell apart again. Later, I tried once more to finish it. "I don't know what to do or what to say. What magic words can I use to keep you from hating me? What words can ever undo what I've already done? How can I go on, pretending I haven't destroyed a love that I thought would go on forever? I always considered. I noticed that even though Alyssa was still not really paying attention to me but I did notice all the quick looks that she shot towards me. The rest of that day passed quickly. I had planed to roll home alone but apparently Alyssa had other plans. ‘Hay wait up,’ She called to me. I slowed down and let her reach me. She looked amazing even after a full day of school. ‘I’ve been meaning to talk to you.’ She informed me. ‘I t was just hard to get away. I’ve been watching you for a while and. Cindy was ensconced between his wife and Trish, cocooned in their safe embrace. Jake mentally shrugged, stripped off his clothes, and started to slip in the bed.“Sleep in the middle next to Cindy, Hubby Bear,” Muffy said, “I need to be on the outside in case nature calls.”Jake did as he was told as Melissa scooted back to make room for him. One of these days, Jake thought, he was going to say no to something one of the women told him to do just to be contrary. Today was not going to be that. "Well I was thinking maybe we can go and eat McDonalds, and then we can go get our front row seats." I say winking at her. She screams with happiness."Daddy I love you so much! You are the bestest daddy in the whole world!" She says as she buckles her seatbelt and we drive away. As planned, we eat, go to see the show (which she loved) and go home. Later that night, I sat her down to talk with her about earlier. I decided since I work from home, I shall home school her. She nods happily as she.