This incident, while not that big of a deal now, was really crushing to me then. Sue actually swore off drinking altogether because of it and never le... me forget that there was no one for her but me. Eventually, I put my stupid pride in check, forgave her and we went on as before with our happy life. Truth be known, I took to masturbating frequently to the image of her passionate embrace with that man and took it to a whole other level over time.It started with images of her allowing the man to. " What? How?" You're dreaming, Cathy, but I'm using the dream to talk to you." It can't be. You're - you're dead." You said that already. Please listen to me for a minute." Ah - all right." First of all, I love you. I love you so much it still hurts to be away from you after all these years. I've tried to watch out for you and Johnny, but there's some things that -- well, -- that you can't do from this side." Oh, Mick, I still love you, too. I haven't even thought about anybody else since. The movements were so deep and intense that I came with such aggression that I couldn't contain the words that escaped from my mouth. "Fuck yeah. Fuck me old man. You like making a girl like me cum don't you, you fucking asshole!"My words penetrated his being and seemed to push him to his apex. I watched as his face grew crimson red and the veins on his neck expanded. I saw every muscle in his chest and arms tighten as his grip on my hips suddenly moved to my breast. "Fuuuuccckkkkk!" He. It being a new experience for them both, their initial touches were exploratory and tentative and the journey of discovery was wildly exciting. Each varied touch on stiff penis or heavy balls gave the recipient a great surge of pleasure and they rocked together in a tangle of limbs, their bodies swamped by the most wonderful feelings of sexual arousal. The new closeness made them clasp each other even more tightly, like lovers, and their shared kisses were long and deep, being broken only when.