He felt so peaceful and was awash with emotions. Curtis had showed that he cared and rekindled spark of life within him. I know he wants to have sex w...th me. Am I ready? Am I ready to give as well to receive?Steve knew it was time that he finally decided what to do. Curtis and he had steamed up the internet with their cyber sex. Did he honestly want to try the experience of physically being with another man? Curtis was right here and was a great friend, maybe he would be a great lover. Curtis. The room was empty, so he relatched the door, hit play and turned the volume down enough that he could hear, but no one else should. The differences between the Frankie in the video and the one he witnessed first-hand during Amanda’s absence were as stark as could be.The main door did not open since he last checked, so he unzipped his pants and drooled onto his palm. He rubbed the low-tech lubricant over his helmet and stroked his hardening shaft to Frankie’s filthy words, squishing pussy and. We grasped for each other as much as is acceptable to to so in public, sometimes more so. The passion was undeniable and incredibly intense. Before I knew it, was the night before. I tossed and turned in bed the night before just fantasizing. By the time my alarm sounded, I was nearly shaking in anticipation. I got ready and basically ran out the door. The excitement was unreal. I couldn’t wait to be in his arms again, be underneath the weight of his body, feel his breath on me…The thoughts. I put the phone down and called my girlfriend. "They want me!" I told her, "They bloody want ME!" The previous day I had been to a recall for "Twelfth Night", thinking I had no chance as the confirmed cast were mostly TV stalwarts and stage legends. The play was to go on in the West End for 5 months following a 3 month tour of England, Scotland and Ireland, rehearsals starting tomorrow. It was all too much to take in - my girlfriend was working abroad on a TV job, most of my actor-friends were.