??I know that and I know that I don?t deserve your love, but I hope youbelieve me when I say that I am sorry for what I have done.??I believe you when...you say that you are sorry.??I was so focused on having my own children that I lost all sense ofreason when we were told that you were infertile and what with Suegiving me those ideas and working on my anger I?m afraid I took it allout on you. Again all I can say is that I am sorry for all that I havedone and I will try and find a way to make it. Forest said, "I heard you caused all kinds of problems to a bunch of Arabs on your way back from Belgium. Some big shots from DC are coming down so you better get spruced up and come in. Sorry to short you on some down time, I'll make it up, I promise."I asked if Bobby should come in and he said she could if she wanted to. We got dressed then called for our stand-ins to come to the house to stand watch. We drove into the office, arriving in time to have coffee and kibitz with Sarah a. She poured herself a glass of iced tea and went to introduce herself.She knew a couple of the people in the living room—she had met them at Emma's parties. The others introduced themselves in a blur of faces.Cindy came upstairs with another couple and a man with permed blonde hair wearing a lavender suit. "Doug," she said, bringing him over, "this is Devlin."Doug's handshake was a little soft. "Did Cindy explain about me?" he asked, smiling."Some. I know I have some questions." She noted that. Making out became our focus and at some point that night, I came back from the bathroom and found myself on my knees, between his legs where he sat on the couch. He didn’t ask me to sit there, it was the position that I choose to put myself into. “It’s getting late, I should be going.” I said as I ran my hands up his legs, into his shorts far enough to feel the edges of his boxers. He reached out, sliding his finger across my lips. “Krystal, I love what you can do with those.” I slid my lips.