My head was not so sure. What if I found I couldn’t? All this glib talk of bondage and dogging would be just that: glib talk. I needed to resolve th...s as soon as possible.We discussed the quickest way to do it, and given our lack of experience on how to find men to fuck, the obvious thing seemed to be to see if Sam would screw me. After all, that was the way we had left it. So we decided, first thing Monday morning, Dan would contact him to see if we could fix a date. The sooner the better,. I took my bag in and was going to have a shower and make some dinner and have a drink before she came home which I figured would be about 11.I showered away but was in the mood to masturbate, work was just way too heavy and I simply enjoyed just getting clean. It was an extremely warm night so I went out the living room and pored my drink still in my towel. Because of the number of people around you need to act as if it was a public place, there were always visitors and staff roaming the. .Why don't you put the cover on the parrot cagetonight and we will talk this over."I went down to put the cover on the cage and the parrot said "PrettyPolly" as usual."Yeah, that's what I am wearing I said bowing to parrot and opening mypalms so as to show off my legs."Why was I doing this? This is the sort of thing you saw some bimbo doingon the television. Was it worse than I thought? Was I a bimbo trapped ina man's body?Anyway I then went upstairs and Carol helped me to get changed. She. Now I was sorry that I had given in. Were my worst fears now reality? How could I have allowed the swap? How could I have participated in mutual adultery? How could I have degraded myself and our marriage? There was no thrill left. The glamour and excitement had collapsed into a pile of ruble feelings gone awry. I had to sit down as I watched her scrubbing Bob’s cum off her pussy hairs. I walked out of the bath to the kids bathroom to shower alone with my mixed up emotions. I washed off.