Most only fuck me once to loose their virginity or on a dare. A few just ring the doorbell, tell my mother why they are there, and then take me up to ...y bed.”I asked, “Are any of them something that you want to date?”Courtney said, “No. They are all jerks.”I asked, “So what do you need from me?”Courtney said, “I don’t know. All I do know is that I don’t like who I am, what I look like, or who I’m fucking.”I just smiled and said, “Then change who you are, how you look, and who you are. But she was also wanting sex more often and was way more into it. Not long after this, she said she got hit on by a black guy at Walmart. I asked her if anything happened and she said no, that she politely declined his advances. She wanted to fuck that night, and needless to say it was quite intense!Shortly after this, during the day, she asked me if I thought she is a slut. I asked her why she would think that and she said "because I like black men. I am afraid that you're going to call me a. Aber damit hatte er sich wohl geirrt. Er war nicht neidisch, dass diese beiden jungen Burschen offensichtlich etwas schafften, was ihm nicht gelungen war. Denn er hatte es ja nie versucht. Wilkins war ein Sadist durch und durch. Wenn er ein Weib gegen ihren Willen voegelte, dann sollte sie die ganz Schmach, die ganze Schande, die ganze Ohnmacht einer vergewaltigten Frau spueren. Sie sollte leiden. Nur leiden und nicht selbst Spass daran haben, ob gewollt oder ungewollt.Auch Robert Henley merkte. My mouth had gone dry. My cock had swelled. I couldn't find my voice. There was too much truth in what she said.'I knew it.'She said it softly, confidently, triumphantly. In the end it was my uncharacteristic silence that gave me away. I hated being so transparent.'Maybe I should order YOU to the parking lot.'She had always been my sex toy, but now she seemed to revel at having some level of control over me. I continued my silence, momentarily stymied by the unwanted feeling welling up within.