"What is the one thing you and mom never did sexually together," I asked one night. "She never would consent to do anal sex. Would not even consider ...t for a moment. She thought that it was dirty and hurtful and pleasurable only to the man," he explained. I had seen enough porn clips online where it looked rather painful, but daddy's birthday was coming up shortly and I wanted to give him something special and the idea just there and then fell into my lap---or rather up my ass. "I want to. " Gently, gently," said the old man, with a smile; "and by your leave I will use your purse moderately, for they would say, if they saw me buy too many things at a time, that I had been obliged to await your return, in order to be able to purchase them." Do as you please; but, first of all, pray have a servant, father. I will not have you left alone so long. I have some smuggled coffee and most capital tobacco, in a small chest in the hold, which you shall have to-morrow. But, hush, here comes. I was still moving her head back and forth, but she was still going strong despite Tricia was eating her out. I had no idea how she could take it so well, but she was going strong.I knew I gave her the will to do it because I was her daughter, but surely enough, she still had her limits. Either way, I already felt like screaming. My mom switched nipples again, feeling her suck so hard on it; I had to bring my arms up and pace myself a bit better.Although, she did take a break. "Is your mommy. For whatever reason, i am so abrasive and nonchalant when it comes to expressing my emotions to another person. passion, art, fucking, fighting…all of those things i practice at a white hot level of fever. but love, no. my love is not giving or kind or non-judgmental or easy. in fact, this frightening love, the ‘fear of losing something that means everything’, i don’t understand. have i reduced my life to a pit of burden over it? not really, no. you see, i like my tea hot. i hate iced tea with.