.? Kya tum lesbian ho?” Mai abhi bhi uska cleavage dekh rahi thi par is baar wo mujhe khud dekhne de rahi thi.“Haan. Hun to kya? Tumne kabhi kisi ...ardki ke sath kucch nahi kiya?”“Nahi. Mai lesbian nahi banna chahti. Mai apne Karan ke sath khush hu. ”“Accha? To aaj meri bond aur boobs dekh kar tumhari jeans geeli kyu ho gayi!?”Oh God! Use pata chal gya tha!“Wo …… to ….. to mai bas dekh rahi thi ki tum ne apni lingerie nahi pehni thi.”“Wo isliye kyu ki mai tumhe dikhana chahti thi. Aur dekho, Tum. Unki age 36 thi; tab mein sirf 19 ka tha. Who hamesha mere se bade pyaar se baat karti thi aur mujhe lagta tha ki unhe mujhe se kuch interest tha shayad isilye aise bartav karti thi. Us ney mujh sey ek pass ka address pocha mein ney usey batadiya lekin woh kheney lagi key kia aap merey sath chal saktey hey kyu kein mein yahan new hoon is liye mujhey rastoon ka pata nahi hey to mene zat kese front seat ka darwaza kholkar baith gaya. Kya kare Boss ko na bhi to nahin keh sakta tha. Tab unhone kaha. She shook her head, ‘God – yes you do. You’re right, this is once in a lifetime, Jack. And I’m still with Kurt. I care about him a lot. Even love him. We don’t know what you and I would have. I just wanted to say something, finally.’ I sighed. I had nothing to say. I had a thousand things I wanted to say, but I said none of them. We can never measure the impact of choices not made, or the echoes of words not said. Then she leaned up and kissed my cheek. I stopped her as she pulled away and. At the side of his chair lay a Burmese mountain dog, a huge bitch its long shaggy coat, glossy with rude health. Autumn fell deeply in love immediately with the thing and Fred innocently asked; “if she was allergic to the fur or dogs in general?” she said that “no she wasn’t allergic, and loved this shaggy coated monster and wished the big old girl was hers!” “Come with me lassie” he laughed, rising and leading her by the hand, we followed them to an outhouse, here there were the last three.