.. My parents, right, my parents were Serbians living in Croatia, and they managed to escape the war and bring me here for a better life when I was a ...aby ... I’ve taken everything for granted ... I didn’t work at school, I ended up getting a job I don’t even like, I’m married – and he’s nice and treats me well and all that, but, uh, I don’t feel like that’s forever ... I basically don’t think I’ve done enough with my life. And I want to start again ... Then I was on beastforum and I saw the ad. I couldn't figure out why my close friend Trixie let that guy crawl all over her because he was ugly, married and had a terrible personality with absolutely no sense of humor to speak of at all. In fact, the prick even wanted me to get down on my knees for him without her knowing and I told him I wasn't that kind of girl. I had a hard time not laughing at the look on his silly face.We both got invited to some weird party at one of the old time huge mansions down in the fancy part of the city. I never really thought that I would—uh, d-do that, it’s not an… expectation that I ever really had for myself, s-so it’s hard to feel… upset about it. I did get a, a weird feeling, um, down in my stomach, when I—uh, when you had me watch you two kiss, last night, but I don’t think it was jealousy…” “Like… a horrible, crushing feeling that made you feel like, y’know, breaking down and sobbing?” Kelly asked. “N-no, no, nothing like that. It was, um, I… I almost joined in,” Stephanie confided,. The two other cameras showed the studio loft. It was simply furnished, wood floors mostly, twenty-foot ceiling, large photos on the walls. Half of it was taken up by a screened-off woodshop. In the foreground she could see the section that had been painted white, floors, walls, seamless white and in that space she could see a queen-sized bed. A huge thick slab of walnut with the back legs and a shelf forming a box built on the back of the head board. There were diamond-shaped inlays in blond.