As she did back then and as she does now, every night she took a different romantic fantasy book to bed with her, when she’d rather take her husband...with her to bed instead. She wished he were as romantic as when they were dating. She wished he was as passionate about her, as he had become about his sports over the years. His eyes only saw her then and not hockey, football, baseball, and basketball athletes on a playing field. Understandably, in the way that romance novels have served the. And I haven’t stopped crying. Yeah, I know. Who cares? Damn it, Peg, why did you have to leave? Why? I know, I know. It wasn’t exactly your fault. You didn’t plan it this way. But, still. Fuck it. I was supposed to go first. Remember, I told you I wanted to go first. I’m no good without you Peg. Sounds like a cliché. But it’s true, especially after 36 years. More than three fucking decades. A damned lifetime. All we had, just disappeared in the blink of an eye. All those years spent building a. PJ did, on her own, for monthsat a time, but I was a little more hardcore. Thatparticular therapist admitted that chemical dependencewas not her specialty, but she had heard from acolleague that substitution therapy was common. Some people chew gum whenever they get the urge tosmoke. Telly Savalas was well known for his Tootsie Popsubstitution. He did that television show with a suckerin his mouth the whole time (“Who loves ya, baby?”).We discussed potential substitutes. I hate gum. The next squirt she caught in her mouth and another landed near my belly button. The rest just sort of oozed out onto my dick and her hands. She looked at me, swallowed, then showed me her clean mouth and brilliant teeth. She continued rubbing me and rubbed my cum on my balls and my cock. I calmed down and she got up and sat on top of me with her legs apart facing me, so my cock would be in her pussy if I was hard and I adjusted myself a bit. She leant in and we made out for about thirty.