When it was time for me to join her in her room, I explain once again to Fred each step of my plan. He was to undress completely the minute I would le...ve, then he was to put his evening gown on and wait in the hall in front of my Aunt's room for me to open the door and let him in. He was then to enter the room - which would be in darkness - and get out of his gown and hide behind the upholstered chair next to the door until he would be needed.When I entered her room, I turned out the lights,. My Dad just left my mom and it would be would be one of the first summers they wouldn't be spending together. We ate dinner that night talking about the situation. I told her that i will always be here if she needed anything.We finished dinner and i started cleaning up. My mom went up stairs and said she would be back down. She came back down with her bathing suit on and started heading out the door. At first i thought it was a one piece but soon found out it wasn't. I went up stairs to put my. It's not true!" she said desperately."Yes it is," Ralph shouted, "You don't love me. I don't know what I did. I love you so very much, Patricia."They were all a little drunk, and their voices were slurring."No! Please believe me. That's not true. "I really do love you." Patricia's denial was followed by dead silence until she finally whispered, almost inaudibly. "I can't marry you, Ralph." What?" Ralph was hoping he'd heard wrong. "Did you say you can't marry me?'"Yes," Patricia said more. I'd seen for myself how much she enjoyed what Rachel was doing with her fingers, and Rachel had told me that she and Carla did that other thing that Rachel had wanted me to try on her. The worst part of all this was that I was starting to have these dreams about Rachel and Carla doing things together, and, in my dreams, they were doing things to me with both their mouths too. When they did that to me, in my dreams, I was licking them too. I was becoming a pervert just like them.I had a quiet.