We laugh, joke, tell stories about our childhood, we have a great time.’ ‘But…?’ ‘But…There are other times, usually at night after Crysta... puts John to bed or while she is putting him to bed, that she gets this far off look in her eyes. It’s like she is lost in another place or another time and no matter what I do I can’t reach her. I feel as if she is pulling away from me. I don’t want to lose her again Jeff, but I feel like I am.’ I looked at the other man pleadingly. Jeff nodded in. Milena signed in at the front desk, and we sat down to wait for our appointed time. According to the clock on the wall, we were only about ten minutes early. The nurse called Milena’s name about fifteen minutes later and led us back to examination room two.For a moment, I was confused about why we were in an exam room. If we were only supposed to answer a few questions, an office would have sufficed. Besides, the results of the blood tests said we were both clean and clear.Milena smiled gently. I was so excited, I could barely breathe. We went for our walk…. We talked and talked. He told me about a few things that he wanted to do. We talked about a lot of things. It was great. Then I noticed that he had something on the back of his neck…. I told him to hold on and started to remove it when he leaned down and started to kiss me. I told him that wasn’t what I stopped him for, but to go ahead. God, that kiss was wonderful. When we left the canal, we walked over to the car and I decided. It was obvious that Bob had set things like that up previously. The cables were neatly run, neatly bundled and run in a way that nobody was going to trip over them. The roadies of the future would learn how to do cabling from Mr. Bob.Nobody could say that Bob didn't know how to equip a band for optimum sound.Bob excused himself for a minute and walked into the driveway to make a quick phone call. When he was finished, he walked back in with a big grin on his face. The girls were too involved in.