‘Pull yourself together Samantha,’ she said, taking her hands away from her body and turning her mind to think about Alex. There had to be somethi...g, some issue she had overlooked. The only thing remaining, of the small things that she was unsure of, was if he was gay. He did not seem gay. His apartment was tastefully decorated she had to admit, but it was not screaming coordination. It seemed to be a collection of eclectic things that made sense or at least fit together economically. The. She was by now holding and playing with my balls, gently squeezing and pulling on them, rolling them around in her hand. I could feel the build of another climax coming and told her what may happen, that I was ready to cum in her mouth. She pulled away from me quickly, “Oh no you don’t, I want that spunk deep inside my cunt my young lover boy, save that for another time shall we.” She got hold of my hand pulling me down on the floor saying to me “Get my knickers off will you, I want you to do. We continued watching as the woman on the screen sucked cock faster and faster and her breasts bounced up and down. Sarah moved, facing me now and opened up her jacket and arched her back slightly, 'Now are you saying you like mine just as well as those big jugs???'.I was shocked at her openness, I stuttered back 'ummmm damn yess!!'. The way she was holding her jacket open I could tell there was something nice hiding in there. We both seemed equally intent on watching the movie and staring at. I try to remember what it was like there, what I did, who I loved. I almost remember when my wounds reopen and I allow myself to sink into blackness. Images drown me in the water that is now my home. A snippet of laughter, a soft kiss, a forgotten bit of sun. It is only the jeering of the gulls high above. There is sand in my mouth. A continent stretches behind me yet I do not look for others of my kind. I do not know if there are others like me. I spit out the sand and each grain turns into a.