" So..." I did smile then. "You were punishing my husband?" Heh," Seth smiled back at me. "I don't know ... maybe ... I was acting like a little kid, ...ou know? Wanting to break a toy because he can't have it." I'm not a toy," I said softly."I know that," he said into my eyes. "I never thought you were." I know." I blinked at him, at the sincerity there."But that's how I felt," Seth looked down and shook his head. "I know you love your husband..." he looked up suddenly and caught my eyes once. I've also been working on licensing some of my software."I decided not to mention anything about my encounter with the knife. My wound healed with a thin almost invisible scar, and the story was far too local to be picked up here. I didn't want to upset mother, who still worried for her only son, and probably always would."The lunch will be ready in 30 minutes. Go unpack and wash up."I went upstairs to my bedroom. It was the same one where I lived until I was fifteen, and on and off. I eventually found myself walking towards the woman that wagged her tongue. I could see her watch me, then I saw her head move from my toes to my tits. She seemed to stop at my tits and then she looked at me. A wide, sexual grin appeared on her face and it was directed entirely at me. I felt as if she had just stripped me completely and was gazing at my naked body. I could feel my breathing become heavier. My lungs sucking in air rapidly. I tried to calm myself down as much as possible as I. .. I've been having these weird dreams lately and when I sawthese clothes it was like I couldn't resist! I had to put them on! And Iknow I look crazy but it felt so good and before I knew it I had justwalked out the door, and now I can't --" Wait, slow down, slow down - weird dreams?" Jamie grabbed the boy by hisshoulders.Sam sniffled. "Y-yeah, every single night. It's like I'm in some weirdexercise video and I'm doing all the moves. I can't explain it, but itfeels so... real. And then I wake.