I wanted a cock-ring because I remember what it felt like when I used my ex-boyfriend's cock-ring and it was nice, and a good alternative to rubber ba...ds. I got the condoms in preparation for the "humping the bed, lying on my stomach" masturbation challenge that I thought of for the future. A day or so later, I also purchased a whole box of condoms. The day after I purchased some K-Y personal lubricant (for future use to add spice to sessions) and a couple of small half-a-cup Tupperware. When I pulled up to the barn I saw Slim and Todd were doing the evening feed. I started to leave knowing I couldn’t take Todd’s wise ass comments at the time but decided to ignore him as much as possible.“Hey boss,” Slim said as I walked up.“Hey guys,” I said, not really wanting to talk.I believe Slim knew something was wrong.“What’s wrong, boss? You look like you lost your best friend,” Todd said with that sickening laugh, tobacco juice running down the corner of his mouth.I tried to ignore. So he grabbed my head and started to drive his cock in and out of my mouth. He was slamming his cock in my mouth and I could feel his cock head driving against the back of my throat. After several minutes of this he pulled out and told me to get on the floor on all 4’s with my ass up in the air. It was as I was sticking my ass up in the air that I realized that I did not bring any lube or condoms for him. I was about to turn around when he came back in the room and put his hand on the center of. ."The same questions that she'd been asking herself since her conversation with Collette earlier in the day reared up again: would doing something with a girl be cheating on Bobby? Did she really want to do this? Should she talk to Bobby about this first? Should she just say no?She'd really wanted to talk to Bobby after Collette's first overture. But all the negative outcomes she could imagine held her back. What if he were shocked she would even consider a casual relationship with a girl? What.