"It's been so long. I know you can't resist. I know how you are."I was still holding my thighs tightly together, but he was getting to me. I wanted so...bad to relax. I was still feeling the wine I had earlier, and wished I could just lay there and enjoy having Alex inside me."Tell me you don't want it." I can't," I breathed. "Tell me you want me inside you."I did want him inside me, but I didn't want to say it. It was like a game - an erotic dare to see if I would let him take me completely. I told her "let's go to yours...get a taxi and wait near the bank, I'll be there in 5". She said her goodbyes to everyone, including me and left.I spoke to my friend for a few minutes and he asked if I was staying out for the night, I said I had to leave because I had a busy day tomorrow. I said my goodbyes and left.As I jogged down the streets to the bank a lot of things were running through my head. Should I be doing this? Are we actually going to do it? Was it just talk?To be honest I. "Looks like I didn't need to," he says, grabbing my hand and looking at my slightly swollen knuckle. Watching him go from super pissed, to gazing at my pain with concern makes me smile. After a moment, I reach up and put my tender hand on his face. He holds it against his cheek, and we stare at each other, green into blue. This is the first time we've been alone since Monday, and I take a deep breath to make the moment last a little longer. I've missed him. Like magnets in sync, I know Ethan's. We took the two chairs furthest back and waited for Karin to againappear. "So Debbie, did you enjoy your treatments this morning? I would askGennie but she appears to be floating miles away in her hot air balloon. How's the air up there Gennie dear?" Hunh? Air where?"Debbie and Karin, both laughing I would assume at my euphoric state."Honey did you enjoy your massage? Do you want to come here again? Is itok for Karin to get started on your hair now?"Gennie with a stupid grin: "Hair all gone,.